The Nature of Self
(through time)

I’ve been delving deep into the essence of time, its impact on the universe, and its influence on us as individuals. Time governs how we perceive and navigate life, shaping our consciousness and identity.

This exploration has led me through fascinating books like The Order of Time by Carlo Rovelli and Your Brain is a Time Machine by Dean Buonomano. I’ve immersed myself in the timeless melodies of Pink Floyd’s "Time" and philosophical musings from podcasts like the crossover between Mindshop and Creativo.

Living amidst the raw beauty of Iceland, particularly in the quaint village of Flateyri back in the winter of 2021, offered me a unique perspective on time. In stark contrast to the hustle and bustle of cities adorned with monumental clocks, like Big Ben in London, the West Fjords of Iceland exist in a realm seemingly untouched by time. Here, the fjords and the ocean reign supreme, creating an environment where time feels suspended, and creativity can run free.

Nietzsche’s concept of "The Open Sea" has profoundly resonated with me in this timeless landscape. The open sea symbolizes endless possibilities, knowledge, and creativity. It is here, amongst the fjords, that I’ve truly understood the boundless potential that this phrase embodies.

In this serene setting, I’ve been contemplating the redesign of my identity. Mateus Ruzzarin’s thought-provoking assertion that “Time is the skin of our consciousness” has inspired me to reflect on what I want my consciousness to engage with. How do I wish to spend my time? This introspection is not just philosophical but deeply personal, urging me to align my actions with my innermost desires.

“Time is the skin of our consciousness.”

Pink Floyd’s "Time" serves as a poignant reminder that time’s passage is universal. It urges us to seize our moments, to be mindful of how we spend our fleeting time. This song, with its haunting lyrics and powerful message, encapsulates the essence of our temporal existence.

Living in Iceland has also taught me that boredom can be a precursor to creativity. The long winters compel an inward journey, fostering a state of mind where raw, pure creativity can flourish. When the brain is relaxed and free from constant stimulation, it begins to form connections, sparking new ideas and insights.

Designing our identity is an ongoing process, much like the ever-changing landscape of the West Fjords. It requires us to be mindful of how we spend our time and what we allow to touch our consciousness. By embracing the timeless beauty of nature, reflecting on profound philosophical ideas, and allowing ourselves the space to be bored and creative, we can continuously redesign and refine our identity.

Time is not just a measure of existence but the very fabric that shapes our consciousness — and hence our identity. By understanding and embracing this, we can design a life that truly resonates with our deepest selves, fostering creativity and endless possibilities. Let’s take the wisdom from books, music, and our experiences to craft an identity that reflects our true essence and makes the most of our precious time.

Inspiration and Recommended Reading

the order of time

"The Order of Time" by Carlo Rovelli unravels the complex, mesmerizing fabric of time, challenging our perceptions and inviting readers on a profound journey through the enigmatic heart of the universe.